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04.29.04 (6:24 pm)   [edit]
Ask me 3 questions -- no more, no less.
Ask me anything you want.
Then I want you to go to your journal,
copy and paste this... or not, if you don't want to.
I'll post the best questions, complete with
totally honest answers in my next blog.
 
Ladies
04.25.04 (6:32 pm)   [edit]
I think I miss having a girlfriend. One thats also just a friend. I had that with T, but now we dont live in the same province and I dont get to talk to her much anymore. We always had an awesome time. She was more than just a fuck buddy she was a great friend. When Pimp Mama was here I had the friend again, I had another girl to do things with. I miss her alot, she was fastly becoming a really good friend, one of the few i've met here. She didn't get caught up in the bullshit, she acted so mature, but knew how to have a good time too.

*blah* I dont like sundays, they are too quite and make you think about the things you miss :(
 
Bondage Fun Time
04.25.04 (2:41 am)   [edit]
Alright, so it seems I am getting back into the swing of things for my play time with my friday boi. BUT today was a saturday session not a friday one, but there are still pictures :)

Not as exciting today tho...but still nice.

I decided to make him pretty like and look like a gift to be given to someone :)
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Had to make sure he couldnt move his arms or legs and try to escape
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So simple yet very elegant I think, even with tucking the spare rope into his underpants...
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It was a good day over all, I had fun doing it, and Im getting better at it. Next week...fun with duct tape????
 
Wondering
04.22.04 (1:35 pm)   [edit]
If we read left to right and think left to right, like with driving 'hands at 10 and 2 or 9 and 3' how come there are not more left handed people around?
 
The Salt Are After The Pepper
04.20.04 (1:42 am)   [edit]
Went to Denny's for our weekly Monday at Denny's with Char-Lemmon, Pimp Mama, and Laine. Pimp Mama and I got a couple of disposable cameras and came up with this really mess'd up photoshoot idea with the salt, pepper, toothpicks, sugar packs, and ketchup...and a Denny's Beer and Wine menu...hehehheheehehehe :twisted: :twisted: :twisted: :twisted: :twisted:

Im getting the pics developed tomorrow and hopefuly put on disk so I can do some photoshop with them... ahhhh fun times :D

Im going to miss Pimp Mama when she goes away :cry: she's super schmaa!
 
CrAcK!!!
04.19.04 (9:45 pm)   [edit]
Feeding the bunny...we give them a bit of alfafa as a treat, like pre-dinner treat... N E Way the bunny freaks out and jumps at it like its her next dose of crack...its kind freaky..

tasty crack [b]IS[/b] green!
 
Image
04.15.04 (12:38 am)   [edit]
Im noticing that I get alot of looks for my lip ring. Its like whats with you? have you never seen one before? Is it offensive? Is it like my face is giving you the bird?

Take tonight for example.
First incedent - Waiting for the train a couple of girls walk by the 4 of us and say "Jesus loves you!" or something like that, then the guy following them says "Oh the freaks out out tonight" EXCUSE ME?! the freaks? um, hmm its just snowed so we have long coats on cause we dont want to be cold. All you can see on Laine is his boots and PVC pant bottoms, hardly freakish. On me you see my face and my ankles and shoes. Since when did striped stockings and mary-janes turn freakish? As for Char-Lemmon and Pimp Mama...he has spiky hair and a long Mandarin coat and black pants, and she has a black knee lenght skirt, red fishnets and black boots...hmm maybe it was the bomber jacket. Or maybe her red eye shadow was freakish. Could be the lip ring Pimp Mama and I have. Or my red lip stick that I put on like I was a doll. (I dressed up to look like a doll, all black and white) OoOoO something original, and not mainstreem.
2)Taking the train home some chick points out Laine and I and says to her friend "look at that guy and girl, they look spooky" WTF? We were just sitting there.

Its like cause we dont look or dress like EVERYONE you see in a night club makes us spooky?
Does my lip ring offend you? or is it the fact that I wear red lipstick and not pink? Maybe I should have blond highlights in my black hair, or wear huge spike heals with capris so that when I walk I can fall on my knees better with my mouth open? Oh are my underwear tucked into my pants, oops should those be showing out of my ass crack too? Or is it my attitude that shows I dont really care that I dont look just like you? I dont have lots of piercings or try to look like a Black Eyed Peas back up dancer. I have my own style. I look good. I feel good. I dont feel the need to shove my breast up to my chin to be attractive. I like to get creative somewhat with my make up and outfits. I think maybe cause I dont dress like every other skank, and that sometimes I want to dress up my classy outfit with a pair of red nylons it thows people off.

Bottom line, I look good. I have my own style and well if you dont like it thats your narrow mindedness. I didnt realize it was a crime for having a fashion sense.
 
Sandboxes
04.15.04 (12:21 am)   [edit]
I think I am going to start handing out pails and shovels to people I think belong in sandboxes. If you are going to act like a child I am going to treat you like one. If you are going to play games then you might as well put on a diaper and go play in the sandbox.

If you need me I will be at the big person table.
 
Pics
04.15.04 (12:19 am)   [edit]
Tonight was alright. I was all strip-y it was very schmaa. I took some pics, not many, the make up was neat - I played with one in photoshop a bit, it look neat-o, kinda. I need to take more pics of me dressed up, maybe later - I dont like using the webcam to take pictures that much...uggies.

Look at me! Im nifty *laughs* this is the pic I played with a bit in photoshop. Not the best in the world, but I dont know photoshop all that well. Will work on it more later :)

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so, um, ya
04.14.04 (6:20 pm)   [edit]
Last night gurls nite didnt really turn out how we wanted it to, but thats ok, over all turned out to be a good nite. Tonight Laine, Char-Lemmon, Pimp Mama and I are going out *yea* we are all dressing up, Pimp Mama is going to look HAWT! like DAMN HAWT :D I am going to do this doll look thing so it should be fun. Pimp Mama is a bit worried cause Blackhole has been spreading crap around again. I swear her mouth is as big as she is. She has no power to keep ppl out, if she did then she would have done it sooner. She is nothing but a child. A lonely, sad, whiny child. The fact she thinks I hate her is absurd. I just dont like her. I dont appreciate the fact she talks about me tho to other people. Dont say something you cant back up nob.

Ok, time to get *dolled up* ya me
Hopefuly going to get some pics...we'll see
 
Life Lessons
04.11.04 (12:13 am)   [edit]
I was woken up at 7.30 this am because one of the bunnies died. Pimp Mama found her, then told Laine, and he told me. Laine took care of the body but was so upset by it all, he never had a pet die on him so suddenly before, I took care of all the calls that had to be made to the vet. We are worried about the other bunny now because they were litter mates. We took them both to the vet, one to be cremated, the other to have checked out incase something was wrong. It was a strange experience to be the strong one, to listen to Laine and both my parents cry about it. On the other side of things I ended up having a great conversation with my mother today. I know I wont be able to tell her everything I want to, but at least now I can be more open about things. Its all kind of sureal. Im worried about the other bunny, and my parents are just wating for her to go, just like their last pair who were also litter mates. I think Laine and I did alot of growing up today. Places were changed when I had to be the strong one, and we both learned lessons on how to deal. Im holding pheonix while I write this. She seems ok, but I dont want her to be lonely. I think she might miss her sister but I dont want her to be grief stricken over it. Spring is the time for change I guess.
 
Adventures At Night
04.10.04 (12:44 am)   [edit]
black hole beached whale schmaa no dice
 
A&W
04.10.04 (12:44 am)   [edit]
A true sign seen outside of A&W - [i]DAMN I WISH I HAD A CAMERA[/i]


"1 is great
2 is a treat
2 Teens for $5"

'nuf said
 
Bang Bang Bang
04.05.04 (2:38 pm)   [edit]
Im on bangme.net cause why the heck not ~its under Lovely_Trouble if you care to see~

But I notice that alot of ppl freak out when a guy sends another guy a bang. Whats the deal with ppl saying to other guys who give them a bang "Are you a fag?" or "Fucking Homo" sweet jebus chickens its not like they said "I wanna felch you" or anything.

Dude, hang ups are for coats.

 
Lizards
04.05.04 (1:00 pm)   [edit]
I had this dream last night where I was this giant lizard, but I was lounging on a lawn chair on the beach, drinking Long Islands Ice Tea's *oh yummmmmy* and my cats were lizards but they were mini lizards and they had tuxes. It was cute, but oh so fake in that the beach looked painted. But damn it I was a Lounge Lizard - cause I was lounging and a lizard - get it? ya, thats right, im still funny :shock:

I want to get ahold of Ms. D. I want it to be gurls nite with Pimp Mama, I want it to be Thursday with s.m.

I still think a Sugar Daddy would solve lots of problems.

Damit Laine, or Char-Lemmon be more home :evil:
 
Mondays
04.05.04 (12:55 pm)   [edit]
blah, its like I want to do so much but dont want to get off my ass and acctualy do it. Its like I want someone to come out and take me away from this boredom. I dont want to be in my house, I want to be out and about, I want a hair cut, *uggies* I feel squishy
 
Its Sunday?
04.04.04 (1:20 pm)   [edit]
Yesterday was good. Got things figured out with Char-Lemmon. That was good. Looked for a purse, found some really nifty ones that are all bondage like, they were so fucking awesome, but I just couldnt get them, it was too much money, they had nify rings all over the purse, when Pimp Mama and I saw them a while ago for the first time we were calling them Bondage Purses *laughs* then Char-Lemmon and I saw them yesterday too, and he totaly agreed that they were schmaa :o I really missed hanging out with him. We went grocrey shopping and scared a few people :twisted: We started to talk about me being addicted to computer Mah Jong *yeaaaa* and we turned it into the name of a trannie porn star cause Pimp Mama had this add for 'The Perfect Woman' *hehehehehe* it was like '38C, 28 waist, 7 inch cock' So we decided that the porn name could be May Hung :lol: ya ok, thats bad.

Went to retro 80's nite with Pimp Mama and Laine. That was lots of fun! I rocked out 80's style, but felt old when I remembered listening to some of those songs on vinly with my family LOL I even attemted the garter belt again. IT WORKED! yeay me hehehehehe I turned an old pair of nylons into thigh highs. They are light blue and black stripy. OOOooOooOo so nice! and I had on my new mary-jane type shoes, It totaly felt like Alice In Wonderland :) After Machine we went to Vicious Circle - a Martini bar....I love that place. Pimp Mama had a Suffers On Acid, Laine had a Zuse, and I had a Mrs. Robinson. It was ok, but I was too buzzed from all the pop from Machine (the bar tender give me free pop, its cool, I dont know if its just cause he's so used to me ordering coke or what now) OH! we got this awesome cake *drool* banana choco layer thing....it was sooooooooooooooo good, I want more *Drool* I had a great night! I cant wait to go out with Pimp Mama again, we are going out on weds to Machine, then someother nite for a gurls nite *whoot whoot* At the end of Vicious as we were leaving Pimp Mama was kind buzzed from drinking, and she was at the bottom of the stairs and I was just a few stairs up from her, she was making like she was going to kick me *laughs* then realizing she is wearing a skirt she says "hmm maybe I shouldnt do that like this" then reaches under her skirt to try to grab the other side and tuck it under *ya that sounds bad, but it gets worse* she starts to yell "I can't find the other side!" *laughs* oh that was fun.

On Thursday sm is comming down from Ed-Mutton ;) I just found out that he has found my blog - say hi boy ;) leave me a comment :) Im excited to meet him. We've been talking online for a bit, and he seems to be a nice guy...seems ;) Im not sure how much I can say about him as I havent asked him yet, so I wont say much for now.

ok wow I wrote alot. Ok - awaaaaay I go, maybe be somewhat productive today *laughs* ya, right. Im going to try to break in a new pair of shoes for sm on thursday so I can wear them and not have my feet killing me all day *ughs*

[i]Seen on a package for a mens shirt - 'for a never too tight fit' hmmm reminds me of someone [/i]:twisted: ya thats mean...but those in the know get it
 
The Randomness
04.03.04 (10:21 am)   [edit]
I had this very schmaa day with Pimp Mama yesterday! Shes a super nifty gal, shes really funny and smart, im going to miss her when she leaves in a few weeks. I got some cool stuff while out shopping :D Shes mad at me about it tho cause once again she pointed it out and I bought it *laughs* but when she goes shopping I will make sure to get her all the sales and deals too. OH I got some amazing shoes! *yeay* Im turning into such a girly girl. *laughs* but it was fun going out with her.

Tonight Laine and Pimp Mama and I are going to Retro nite. Im used to the one in Ontario and it being on a sunday. Calgary really needs more of a club scene. It seems to be the city of house parties. Later in the week *I think* Pimp Mama and I are going to have a gurls nite and go to some dance club *giggles* I miss gurls nite. I miss alot of things lately. I miss friends. Blah, Im going to go out and get the one thing I didnt really get that I wanted to yesterday - a Purse. Ok Ok I got this fuzzy Emily purse for really cheep, and its really cool, but its not the functional kind I want.

I am starting to become alot more active again, I think things are starting to get better, *yeay* Im happy about that.

Kay - sleepyness wearing off, must get going *schmaaaaaaa*
 
Games
04.01.04 (11:51 pm)   [edit]
just fucking tell me you are going to see her! Dont fucking lie to me and let me read it on her fucking LJ. I hate this shit, but this seems the only time you are going to hear this from me. Damn it.
 
Vindicti-a-lishous
04.01.04 (3:19 pm)   [edit]
Im comming to realise that people are fastly becoming emotional masochists. Its like no matter what we say, or attempt to do we still get caught up in games. Its like a life without drama is no life anymore. This person wants to fuck over this person while not knowing that the other person is doing the same thing while another person is just getting started while yet another is spreading lies to all of them while yet another person is telling different people different things. See this could descrip ANY group of people you know. Somehow no matter what i do I get involved in something like this. This time at least I am sticking to my 'fine, you're all adults you will make your own fucking minds up, if you say you know what you are doing then go for it" I just hate seeing people used, even if they deserve it.

On a good note im going shopping with Pimp Mama tomorrow :D This should be fun, im looking forward to it. AND im going to try to get some shirts made :twisted: wheeeeee fun times ahead.
 
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