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| fantasies |
| 06.27.04 (7:25 am) [edit] |
been having the same kind over and over then lately another person has become a part of it. Its rare for me to really think about a certain person in my fantasies. Oh well makes for fun story ideas.
SoOoOo tired. Going to be done early today, im falling asleep at my desk!
Im looking forward to sat, going to play with someone new, hes going to let me take some pics, and I will be having some taken of me for fetish shots too :) I think if he and Laine got together they could come up with some awesome ideas.
Not much longer now *yea*
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| I Screwed Up |
| 06.24.04 (12:30 pm) [edit] |
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I acted like the child I didnt want to be treated as. I let some annoying kids get to me and I acted like a fool. I disapointed someone who is very important to me, and I disapointed myself. *ugh* way to go me.
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| Really Sorry |
| 06.20.04 (7:00 am) [edit] |
I met with A, (right now I really dont know what else to call her cause Whorebag or Blackhole just dont seem appropriate anymore) last night. I feel like I still owe her a HUGE applogy. I was so caught up in the lies and BS that I said some horrible things about her. I think she is smart, and pretty, and nice, and a real grown up. She is so willing to work this out and not say "well fk that cause of what you *did* say no matter why you said it" I appreciate our growing friendship. She was so helpful last night, and I feel so bad about what has happened to her.
Pimp Mama - I am really really sorry for you too. I wish this had all never happened like this. If I could I would go back and talk to A from the begining and work out problems before he started on with you.
We all trust who we trust, we think we know someone, and like a push into a pile of razor blades we get hurt. We were all duped. I know this is all so flower-y and stuff but I want the people I care about and like to know that. I am going to be totaly upfront with A cause I did say those things, I said mean hurtful things about her, we all said things that for stupid reason we belived at the time that we were justifyed. No more. Not doing this again. I wont be played like this anymore.
A, Pimp Mama, can't wait untill this is all settled. A, cant wait to meet Adam, he sounds pretty awesome! Pimp Mama - cant wait you see you again, cause I know you're awesome! *grin*
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| Done With This |
| 06.20.04 (6:28 am) [edit] |
This is the last of it, no more, I dont have the energy or tears left to deal with this anymore. Just one more lesson in life. This is the comment I left on his LJ in response to something he said about leaving up comments, and other things. No more, he's not worth it.
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So your now the one who's been wronged and your the big fucking man on campus cause you can leave up some comments. Good for you. You were the one who lied, and betrayed those who cared about you and helped you out, you were the one who broke so many trusts. You are leaving not because you have no friends, its because you cant make it without someone supporting you. Go ahead, run away, be a child. Damn right no one cares, and at this point it *IS* all about you because you are the only one to blame for what is happening. In case you forgot, there are OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU! So what was the deal? You wern't working so you got bored and decided to start shit? The fact that you couldn't even get up off your ass and look for a job should have been a first clue. When you go back to London, the most you'll get is ignored. All you have left is your vainty and your overblown sense of self.
AND if you are going to call us 3 times a day leave a fucking message, we have jobs, you remember what those are don't you? Its where you go out and work, and make money to support yourself, and pay bills. Thanks for all the help in that department, thanks for almost getting us kicked out cause you couldnt abide by a couple of rules, and because you were too fucking proud to get a job that would pay min wage. We work, we have to make money to get out of the debts you got us into for helping you out, for trusting you. I know you'll make it seem like your the fucking victim in all of this, fine, whatever. Its always been about Lennon and his delusions of grandure.
Have a great time wallowing in yourself.
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| Beware |
| 06.19.04 (9:27 am) [edit] |
| Informationi | | Minou is a restricted area. Authorised personel only |
From Go-Quiz.com
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| Go On, Drink Me |
| 06.19.04 (8:55 am) [edit] |
| How to make a Minou |
Ingredients:
5 parts success
5 parts self-sufficiency
1 part empathy |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of caring |
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| Disapointment and Upset |
| 06.19.04 (6:37 am) [edit] |
This has been quite the few past days. My parents are visiting, I found out about a *supposed* friend. I am doing what I can to not think about it much cause I have enough problems dealing with my mom right now. Because of him we are out over $600, and can hardly pay our bills. I had to ask my parents for a loan, that was one of the hardest things I EVER had to do, I had to endure a day of lectures, and arguments, and pay back schedules. Its a good thing I am back to work and making money, cause it seems that by the end of July we should be all caught up. It means NO MONEY for July, but thats alright, it'll be worth it.
I know I should really stop telling my mother things, I really thought it would be alright. I didnt think she would say all those horrible things to me. I was totaly schocked at her reaction and what she said about me. I cant wait till she leaves, then I can go back to dealing with things on my own.
On a side note - when talking to Laine, dont say "I've heard your wife..." cause you may be totaly self-absorbed and have no clue as to what other people may feel, that is so fucking rude! We've told you what happened last time someone said that to Laine, amazing how that situation is VERY similar to this one.
Plus note - I got new shoes from my parents, they are calling them Laine's b-day prezzy. My mom was so disgusted by my otherones when she saw them so she told me to get new ones. I told her I didnt have the money *hence asking for the loan to pay off bills!* so she said fine, we'll get you a new pair - pick something not too expensive, I told her "I want Fila again" they wern't expensive and my physio therapist said they were good for my back, and its been what I've been wearing for about 3-4 years now. I am now on my 4th pair :D
They leave on tuesaday. I see Ms. D same day and this time Laine is comming too! YEAAAAA so happy!!!! AND Pimp Mama is comming back!!! Things are getting worked out between her and A, and things are going well between me and A.
By August I figure things will be back on track again, yeaaaa for budgets, whats another month without money when its totaly in our sights!
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| Edgy |
| 06.17.04 (8:58 am) [edit] |
Well the folkies are here - they arrived yesterday eve after a MAJOR delay. First they were supposed to be here monday night, then they changed the flight to sometime Tues/Weds AM then that got changed due to airline thing-y's so they finaly got here last night.
A came over yesterday too. We had an awesome time hanging out, Lain, and myself and A's friend all went to Denny's and got a lot of talking done. Things are good now, and she met my dad cause he came to denny's when they finaly got in town. I have so much to think about right now. I feel really betrayed and so does A and Pimp Mama. I just dont have the time or energy to deal with the cause of that right now.
Im constantly on edge cause my parents are here and I keep thinking that they are going to start something, or find out about my *extra* activities. *ughs* Im totaly on edge, Im nervouse and a bit scared. On the pluse side my dad got me a Tampa sweater (so super fuzzy!) and 4 butterfingers!!! Dude! I've been craving those for months so those were the things I asked for when he asked if I wanted anything back from Tampa.
The whole sweater thing is cause everwhere I have lived, or my parents have lived I get a sweather :) it makes for difficult conversations when you're wearing an Albany sweater in Calgary or a MAC one at Western (universities) and vice versa.
On and Up-Note a friend of Lain and mine wants to do a photo shoot thing with hime *yippie* his ideas sound awesome, its kinda fetish-y too. AND he said that if I showed him what I knew I could tie him up and take pics of it to!!! *yeaaaa* He knows some stuff about it to, so it will be helpful to get that going, and he's all for the extra time and effort to get nifty pics. Hes so super! Yeaaaa!
Ok, now I have to take this time to get my private stuff done, like my jouranl to Ms. D while the folkies are out :S wow I feel like a teenager again, sneaking on to the computer while my parents are out *laughs*
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| You Horrible Person |
| 06.15.04 (10:25 pm) [edit] |
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L - you want something to worry about?!?!?!!? well I just talked to somepeople and I know all your FUCKING LIES! I know you smoked in the bathroom, I know what you said to cause shit. I CANT FUCKING BELIVE YOU! You are such a horrible person to me right now! How could you lie like that?!!?!?!?!?!?!
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| Ughs |
| 06.15.04 (5:13 pm) [edit] |
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So Im cleaning now, finding marks all over the place, not happy about this. I hate having to do this cleaning. At least I have an extra 2 days to do this. My parents were supposed to be here by now, but they changed flights and are now comming in tomorrow night at midnight. *UG* I dont really feel like talking to people right now. I feel betrayed and angry at alot of people. I would rather a hurtful truth than a happy lie. L this isnt [b]just[/b] about you, so you know, although I dont have much reason to belive alot of what you have said to me right now. Im sorry if you're up set but I do NOT have the engergy to deal with it right now.
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| Things Not To Say To My Mother |
| 06.14.04 (10:42 pm) [edit] |
And in this next instalment of things not to mention while my parents are visiting :
Well doing a major cleaning, and I have left some of my toys in the living room. I have a bag full of rope, and a pair of cuffs and nipple clamps. I think that showing those off to my mom would be pretty, hmmm, stupid. Imagine it now:
"Hey Mother, check these out! They are sooooo fuzzy inside, what do you think? wanna see my nipple clamps?"
Ya right up there with " Hey mother, guess what IM training to do?"
*mergh* they are here in a day *yikes* im freaked, people dont get it. Oh well.
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| Random |
| 06.10.04 (10:58 pm) [edit] |
Talking to Pimp Mama online. I miss her lots an lots an lots. Char-Lemmon has gone to Iowa for a week or so to visit some chick-y poo he met on Deviant Art, thats cool. I hope he has a great time. People are pissing me off. I feel played and used by a few in particular. I hate being fed a line. You may be attractive to others but it doesnt mean you have to fuck around with them all the time.
*sigh* Im staying out of it, not getting involved. One last thing I will say - I feel sorry for the girls you are playing, try not to be so fucking blind and try being honest with me again.
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| 6 Months Later |
| 06.10.04 (7:49 am) [edit] |
...and its still the same. In the middle of hag land I find that even though 6 months have passed since I have last been here the 2 main hags have remained the same. Its too bad. Granted they wern't very "get well soon" when I had to leave, but come-on a simple hello in the AM would be nice, but nope not even that. Oh well. I am going to look at this time around as 'fuck it, Im better than that!' And there are more than just two people who I have to work with. When I go home at the end of the day I know I have people who care and love me. The hags can go an fck them selves, sideways, with an IV pole :)
MUWAHAHAHAHAHA
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| Return To Hag Land |
| 06.08.04 (6:29 pm) [edit] |
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eeep. Tomorrow I beging work again. Its just a 4hr shift for a bit of a re-fresher. My journeys back into hagland begin for real on thrusday. Im a bit worried about it all tho too. I hope things with the hags go well. If not then damn I am screwed.
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| More Fun |
| 06.03.04 (6:58 pm) [edit] |
you can see some more of my art stuff at http://minouminou.deviantart....
Heres a micro avatar Char-Lemmon made for me
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More Mouth Work
Luscious
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My deviantID for Deviantart.com
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| Mouth / Gumballs |
| 06.03.04 (2:30 am) [edit] |
I've been a busy busy gal with photshop and gumballs. yea me lol
Tasty
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There Is Always Room For More
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Death To Gumballs
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You Are All Going To Die
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Lucky Gumball
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| My Pussy Has A Pearl Necklace |
| 06.03.04 (2:26 am) [edit] |
Im such a dirty dirty girl! Love me!
Made the necklace out of gumballs, then photoshop'd the whole thing :D
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| All Hail My Cuteness |
| 06.01.04 (2:09 pm) [edit] |
I did this with the help of Char-Lemmon I made this :D Yeaaa me!
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I am a Scorpio.
(Also known as "Scorpion")
My Horroscope starts like this:
" Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying. " (Read more | Find yours)
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