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| So Cute |
| 09.26.04 (12:51 pm) [edit] |
I did up a friend in a simple rope harness for Kinky? on friday. Took some pictures. It held up all night with him dancing and people grabing him and all that. Im acctualy surprised. I think I am acttualy getting good at it now. Im really really proud of myself for this one :)
This one is really simple, cause he didnt want it tight, but with a few minor adjustments after this pic was taken it kept up all night, and I got ALOT of compliments on it.
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| So Much |
| 09.26.04 (12:39 pm) [edit] |
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Had some time to figure more things out. Am feeling better for my self, and about my marriage. Met the most awesome girl. I am so gone with her. She is just, I dont know, everything the other one wasn't. We both get really shy, and nervous, but when we kiss I just get sent away. At Kinky? we talked about bondage and SM and Poly and all sorts of things. She is easy to talk to and thoughtful. I really like her and dont want to fuck this up. I also finaly got to meet face to face with a e-mail pen pal of mine. We've been talking for about almost a year. He's really cool and super nifty. Had a great time hanging out with him last night too. I feel really at ease around him. Its a nice change from other people who I have met in the past few months. Im feeling happy again. Laine and I are talking more and getting it all worked out. We talk more now so that helps ALOT! With everything going on I am so happy happy happy. I love you Laine *smooch*
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| Happy Happy Happy |
| 09.25.04 (2:13 pm) [edit] |
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A few weeks ago this really beautiful girl came into the tattoo shop, I was soooooo gone. I kinda figured that since I didnt work there anymore I wouldnt really see her much anymore. WELL I saw her last saturday at a bar, she said 'Hi' to, I said hi back, thinking she was just being polite...Well I saw her again last night at Kinky. Seems she wasnt just being polite, she was acctualy intrested in me *squeek* Well we hung out all night, talking, dancing, then we went outside at one point and I was sitting on the curb cause my feet hurt so much, and she sat on my lap and kissed me. We kissed for a few mins, and it was wonderful. I told her about Laine, and she's cool with that. I told her that when I first saw her I thought she was amazing, and then I thought when she said hi to me the previous weekend she was just being polite. Turns out, she was intrested in me too, but thought I didnt rember her. *laughs* ya, well we got that all sorted out. We danced more, we talked, and touched. Went out for coffee all together afterwards. We exchaned numbers and then before I went on my way we kissed again. She is such a good kisser too *blush* I really like her and I hope to see her again tonight. I like her. She is smart, and funny, and sooooooooo pretty. I like-y muchly
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| Crank Behaviour |
| 09.21.04 (11:02 am) [edit] |
I have had too many problems lately with people reading something about me off some site and jumping to conclusions. I dont have the time or the patience for that anymore. It's really hurt to hear these things from other people. I really do not understand how you can think you know me from reading a blog or a LJ. Things I write about are for the most part about me. What I chose to share is just that, what I fucking chose. You think you know me because I wrote about my husband and I taking on a third. Or because I dont work at a certain place you know who I am and what I am like. Appently if there was a conclusion at the bottom of a cliff you would jump to that one too. I am getting sick of people telling me they know me cause the lookin in my eyes from some picture made me look deep and intense. Wow looking bored in a picture really pays off sometimes. If people would take the time to talk to me once in a while and not just start spreading shit around then things would be a bit eaiser. For me and people in my life. Some friends get this, others don't and complet strangers will take what they want. I know I will have to deal with complet strangers soon enough, and what they want to think of me. Thats part of the job I do. I am fine with that. But don't try to fuck up my personal life cause you read something 3-4 months ago that I wrote about nothing at all.
Ya Im pissed. Im mad at my so-called family finding something online about me, and thinking something they know nothing about, im piss'd at strangers off of b.com messageing me and saying they want to do this that or the other thing cause I looked 'so gash durn pur-dy' and don't take the 2 mins it takes to read a fucking blurb about me, and I am really piss'd at people for reading something and telling others about it and not even knowing what they are talking about or out right lying. *UGH*
Hmmm reasons why I should not be alone on a bad day. Fine then, off to my family's for a fun filled cold shoulder dinner. This should be fun fun fun. If only Laine could come to to buffer it. Some kinda know, some don't and will find out. That would be a great dinner annoucement. "Hey everybody! Guess what I do..."
Maybe a nice hot bath will calm me down and relax me before I go.
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| New :) |
| 09.20.04 (12:52 pm) [edit] |
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Yea a new pic of me....thanks to The Supa Stylist for the hair cut! You Rawk!
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| Frustration |
| 09.17.04 (6:50 pm) [edit] |
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I feel like a big failure. My life, my marriage, my jobs. All feels like it is going to shit. I dont know what to do anymore. It seems I am either too agressive (in relationships) or not agressive enough (at work) I don't know how to handle these feelings I have. I avoid things now just so that I dont have to deal with the problems. I feel buried in them, I feel lost and scared and confused. I dont want this. I dont want to feel like this.
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| Tattoos and Dickies Jackets |
| 09.09.04 (4:57 pm) [edit] |
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I love my new job! I've officialy left 7-11. I have started my first full week at the tattoo shop. Its cool, and the guys at the piercing shop are funny too. Lots of things to remember, like with the cleaning of the tubes and needles, still have more to learn, but taking it slow. Today I filled like 40 small bottles full of lotion...I had bad Silence Of The Lamb jokes go through my head. They put the lotion in the bottle *eye roll*
Anyways, we sell coats and shirts and stuff at the shop and I really want one of the coats there, they are SOOOOO cool. Gotta get one!
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| JOB!!! |
| 09.03.04 (6:50 pm) [edit] |
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I got it! I got it! I got it! I start in the AM! I finish off my week at 7-11, and work at the shop on my days off! OM FREAKING GAWD! I am so happy! Yeaaaa! The owner and his gf took me out to dinner and offered me the job, of course I accepted without a moments thought. We talked over dinner, and then they gave me a tour of the shop, and went over a few details. I am so happy! This is freaking awesome. *whoot whoot*
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| OMG |
| 09.03.04 (1:37 pm) [edit] |
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I got it! OMG I got it!!! I am meeting with the shop owner tomorrow night (he wants to take me to coffee and talk things over and sort out some details) Im so excited!!!!! I just have to figure out things with the 7-11 job cause they've got me sheduled for next week already *erk* We'll see tomorrow I guess *BIG GRIN*
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