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| Late Night Thoughts |
| 05.22.06 (12:40 am) [edit] |
sometimes I miss you, and I wish you were still around, but other times I wish you never happened. Even though you are not here you still have an impact on our lives. And when I hear about it I hurt and I dont know how to deal with it, or who to go to with it. Thoughts in my mind about why he would listen to you more than he would belive me. Im still upset.
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| Oh Really! |
| 05.21.06 (2:09 pm) [edit] |
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Ok, how much time do you really need to pick out porn? sure we have lots and lots of videos but really over an HOUR???!!! and if you spend any where around an hour in this store, and to not even get one movie THEN WHY ARE YOU HERE???!!! Yes its a porn store, but that dosent mean that this store is here for people to walk around and find an image to get off to in your car. Bah, I need a better job. Less hours, more pay.
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| Whoot! |
| 05.17.06 (4:08 pm) [edit] |
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Im making COOKIES!!!!!
well ok not right now - as soon as I clean the kitchen - or get Laine to do it *grin*
Mmmm cookies - and some special people get some special cookies ;)
yummy
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| Sucked In |
| 05.17.06 (12:48 am) [edit] |
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Im hooked, yet frustrated - God Of War. Stupid spining climbing sword thingy. Im done, I give in for the night
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| And More Random |
| 05.15.06 (1:10 am) [edit] |
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Lets see... its 2am and I dont feel like sleeping. Played video games, but its not keeping things off my mind. So much to think about lately, and it seems to be making me sick...or maybe I just ate something not good for me.
New tattoo, happy about that, and was really glad to have friends there for me for support, was a good distraction. I never really thought about it as replacing, concidering he was never really there, but if thats how it is going to be seen as then really its trading up *grin*
Been thinking about what I want lately. Been talking to Puppy some more and he might be moving out to calgary again. Im happy for that but on the other hand its just another relationship without anything. Sure I had fun when we played, and got my kink on, but when is all said and done we go our seperate ways and dont have much connection after that. I am really happy with the people in my life right now though. I want Laine to feel better, I want him to be happy again. I want *us* to be happy again, but I guess its still a work in progress, and I love him and I will stick by him and do whatever I can to make this good for him.
When I stop to think about whats going on, and what I am looking for I think it comes down to when I am really not looking thats when things work out. I know that I want to be loved and cared about, and I want to be more than just a fuck buddy. Well as long as I get something out of it too *grin* No more being used for me thank you very much. I've had it with assholes, jerks, and people who just cant be honest with me. Either you care about me or you dont. Either way just tell me, and stop being a pussy about it.
No matter how many times Laine asks me whats going on with some people I still feel like its not my place to define it, at least lately. Puppy - who knows whats going to happen if he comes back? Leaf -get real, nothing going on there! E & N - I like them, and I like playing, but im going to leave it up to them and just enjoy whatever happens **and yippie for getting the ring!**
Now that I got a 90% on T&T I feel more stress to keep that up. Im trying to keep positive, I just put alot of stress on myself to do well. I just want A&P to get over with and start on some new stuff. Or at least get into some more interesting stuff.
Alright, brain wound down - possiblity of not being coherent in my ramblings but really, anyone who reads this can always just ask me about it.
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| School, Sex, And Other Sundry Things |
| 05.11.06 (4:58 pm) [edit] |
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Classes are going great, so much crap to learn though. Currently still doing Anat and Phys, but have now added Hydro, Palpations, and Ethics/Communication. 3 Classes a day and a whole lot of work!
Seem like I have become popular with the kinksters, and yet I really dont have a huge interst in it right now. Dont get me wrong I love the playing I am doing with E & N, but I dont concider that kinky, just HOT *laughs*
Just keeping in mind to take things slow for me and let other people guide and make those decisons. Yes sometimes I can behave too
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| Hmmmm |
| 05.10.06 (9:12 pm) [edit] |
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so its been a long while since an update. But do I really feel like giving one? ehhhh who knows.
School is keeping me really busy, and so is work. I've met some really awesome people (E & N) ;) and they make me feel really good, and I really enjoy spending time with them. For the first time in a long time I havent felt used. That dosent make me sound very good *eep*. Still working on what I want, but I have decided to just not worry about it and enjoy what I have. Maybe let other people take over for a bit *smile*
Im just really happy to have become friends with them. *grin*
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| Huh? Wha? |
| 05.04.06 (11:39 pm) [edit] |
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Blah. Thats right Blah. Fuck you!
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I am a Scorpio.
(Also known as "Scorpion")
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